IN,ON or ABOUT A LIFE in REVERSE ORDER
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I was Radium
In Uranium's Childhood Book.
I perceived only the bright side of the Sky
Every Sunny Minute.
In a wet June's last beam ;
A thunder shaken Sky
Topsy - turvied my Silver girlhood.
In heavy Darkness ;
In excess of Sorrow ;
In Killing Time ,
I exploded like split Mercury.
Burning myself in 'Glowing Husk'
I smell a smell of death.
Only a clock spelled out
The turn of the days.
Extended small hands ,
Hands of my own age ,
Elected me , as small hands
Too could Wonders ;
Where Wisdom and Eloquence
In vain in human pains.
I revived and raised like glittering gold ;
Instead of Charcoal,
That a Mystery of Great Nature.
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    In fragments of shattered silence ,
The dispensing light from
A Sky , beyond my  Sky
Revealed future's darkest hints :
In the comfort of their room ;
In a 'chemical discomfort ' of aloneness
My parents dried up to
Fossilized features , still breathing fire.
In misery they spoke secret words ,
As though they returned to
The Open Spaces of Childhood ;
The diverted ' Circle of Life'.
In a big break through
We were zero'd......
More frustrated , confused
Upset with the world,
I decided myself to change life Symphony.
I subjected my body to Electrolysis ;
Oxidised myself to Old age.
Like a bending aged tree
I toddled my parents - my children.
But never I translated
My agonies to body language.
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      Though floating in the
Public stream so difficult ,
We never end unending expectations.
Against our sharpest pang ,
Our bitterest tear
We look for twilight
From high - hard Sky .
" As every Dark Cloud
Has a Silver Lining
Behind it exists a tear , a sigh."
For being Citizen of Time ,
I overthrew my
Inertness that of Helium ;
For the Minimum Politics of
Survival and Success.
And when realized ,
" Minus can be Greater than Plus "
From Social Arithmetic of Time ,
I joined the Seasons ,
The Sparks of Brightness ,
A bunch of everlasting Glories ;
I was never Ordinary.
And now I am Diamond
In Carbon's s Love - Nest...
I'm defined by
My way of Life.